Archive for October, 2007

hari serabut saya…*sigh*

Wednesday, October 31st, 2007

argh..minggu yang memenatkan sebab aku kena jaga kumon tu sorang diri..well,walaupun ada lagi sorang assistant tp dia just mark paper jer..aku kena set kan worksheet utk student,plan study diorang dan memacam lagi laa…kiranya aku ni kena ambik alih tugasan kakak aku..memang pun..sebab dia sakit sekarang ni..kena masuk wad kat hospital sebab kena kidney infection…so,aku busy la amik alih keja dia dan kena dok kat kumon tu utk habiskan keja..

ni cabaran utk aku so that aku leh overcome masalah aku yang aku hadapi selama ni…ye la,jaga kumon ni bagi aku cabaran utk aku sebab aku ni jenis yang A) tak suka jadi cikgu,apatah lagi mengajar orang dan B) aku tak suka kanak2 yang menjengkelkan…tapi dua2 ni aku kena hadapi bila kak aku serahkan tugasan dia kat aku..nak tak nak kenalah aku go on jugak dengan semua ni..ye la,ni je la rezeki aku dan business kitorang sekarang ni so aku kena jaga jugak dengan baik…gambate!!

so kepada semua yang dok mesej/call/sms/friendster/myspace aku tapi aku tak jawab/balas mesej or call korang tu,mintak maaf la sebab la ni byk sangat benda2 yang menyerabutkan otak aku..nak bukak komputer pun tak sempat dah sebab serabut giler..peh..apa pun,aku harap semuanya akan okay balik nanti…bukan sebab boleh online 24 jam tapi nak cleankan otak ni balik…tzuuuu~

p/s: just be careful for what’s coming ahead…

Beautiful?Suicidal?You Decide…

Friday, October 26th, 2007

"Beautiful Girls"

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That’s when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to spit some game
Asking me girl what’s your name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain’t easy to find
I’m one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

You’ve been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiosity
Got ya knees weak
I’m not looking for a man
So I don’t want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain’t easy to find
I’m one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

Now a couple months have passed
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should’ve known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don’t be surprised
That I’m seeing other guys
I’m too young to settle
And you should’ve known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We’re only gonna do your dirt (cos I’ll have)
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

this is my favourite song at the moment..lirik dia mmg bagus giler aa terutamanya bila ditujukan pada lelaki-lelaki murahan diluar sana..heh,ingat teringin sangat ke ngan korang aa?kami lagi best tau…layan korang and then patahkan hati korang..tak ke best tu?? hahahaha…..

to all girls out there,buat je la ape yg korang suka,janji tak terkantoi diri sendiri…

p/s: why do you stare at the sky with your blurry eyes..???

xx Jamie xx

back to reality,again…

Monday, October 22nd, 2007

ah..it’s been a while now…i was very busy with my thing that i didn’t have time to upload my blog…gah,actually i was busy focusing on my writing skills..theeheehee…

actually i just came back from KL,celebrating raya with my family there…this is the first time i celebrate raya in KL..kinda refreshing though..huhuhu…i had a chance to go to wanie’s house with yan to celebrate raya with her…too bad the others weren’t around..huh

one day i went to The Garden,the new mall opened beside Midvalley Megamall and we went to have lunch at Flying Chillies (a.k.a thai restaurant)…it was okay though and i found it funny when my dad spoke Thai with the employees…it reminds me of my ancestors, and that i dun really know about my heritage very well..maybe the great grandmother from my dad’s side has the Thai blood and that makes me part of Thai race too…who knows,eh?anyway,nuff about that…i wanna share about this person that i met…someone that i suddenly had a crush on…A GORGEOUS THAI GUY WHO DRESSED UP AS A GORGEOUS THAI WOMAN…wierd huh?but that’s the truth…i didn’t noticed it earlier but then when i looked at this person two/three times,i then realized that this person is a HE…and very beautiful..i told my sister that if this person is a real guy then i’ll probably try hard to get him…hahaha!!! AS IF!!but if you want to have a thai food,then please go to the FLYING CHILLIES at The Garden…it’s delicious with reasonable price…hee~

and thus,i’m back to kedah and back to reality..i have to go back to work and face the students of mine…and still hoping that i will get a new job as soon as possible…seriously,i have a lot of things to do with my money…till then,ta-ra!!

p/s: why did you look up at the lonely sky??~

xx Jamie xx