Jamie Ichigo’s Blog

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

~ lagu feveret aku dan dia....!!!!actually aku tatau pun ni lagu feveret dia sampai laa ada orang tu bgtau aku...hihihi...we do share a lot of things in common, ya?

p/s: "cuz there's a little bit  of something me in everything in you"[3 kali aku emphasize ayat ni...ok?]

mood : kurang sihat..malas melayan…
song : my endless love

tadi baca blog faiz….
dear darling, kawan aku aim keta ang iz sebab loot dok nyanyi sama ngan dia…kawan tgh syok melalak, loot lak gi sambung…tensi aa kawan…tapi kawan aku ni ok jaa…hati2 sebab dia ni saiko…hahaha…karang dia ngorat ang,payah lak aku…wakakaka….

aku bosan sekarang ni…mood nak study pun kurang padahal mid term test next week jer…huhuhu…esaimen bersepah pun malas nak buat…iz, tolong wat esaimen aku wei…hahaha

hohoho…sekarang aku happy sket sebab semangat dah kembali…ho yeah, ho yeah, chan ho yeah!!!

p/s: bie giler!! msg ape mcm tu!!??

yerp….
tu adalah sifat semulajadi manusia tak kira dlm apa hal jugak pun…
termasuk aku juga….

oh ye..

current mood: serabut
current song : london bridge is falling down

banyak giler keje nak kena buat…next week semua assignments kena anta + exam global marketing yg blum aku mula study lagik….see, procastinating…procastinating…

BETTER DO SOMETHING!!

p/s: sakit tekak la pulak….

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi
field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go
throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big
padi,but he wonders….may be there is a bigger one later.  Then he saw another
bigger one… but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to
realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know
he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted !!!! So, he ended up went
back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "…this is love… you keep looking for a better
one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person…."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn
field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go
throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one
medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn…. you look for
one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one
you get…. this is marriage."

so…jangan aa nak memilih sangat sebab kalau orang nak pilih org yg terlalu perfect, korang akan end up with no one..coz no one is perfect…
jangan aa terlalu nak tunjuk perfect sebab everytime kita nak jadi perfect, kita akan tunjuk kat orang byk kelemahan kita…

p/s: i’m not trying to be perfect..i’m trying to be me…

rupe nya ada orang backstab aku dari belakang…takpe..aku tak kisah…kasik chance laaa kat orang yg ada masalah mental ni…

bak kata dia "u have to be cruel to be kind…"
"tapi kalau kita ja asyik kena jaga hati dia, dia taknak langsung jaga hati kita?"
"sabar je laaa…kawan je laa"
"fine…kawan je mcm biasa tapi kita tau hati budi dia mcm mana"
"exactly"

okay…sabar jer laa aku….

"eh, awak ingat tak kes kita hari tu..ala, yang tu"
"oh..yang tu…haa..lepas kes tu saya mmg taknak cakap ngan awak"
"saya dah agak dah…bukan saya yg kecoh2"
"ntah aaa…saya taknak cakap ngan awak…i want to be cruel to be kind to you"
"and left me heartbroken…bagus la.."
"tapi awak taknak cakap ngan saya dulu…"

kesimpulannya:

1) mulut orang yg mcm sial ni mmg bleh pecah belahkan hubungan orang lain
2) sabar je kalau nak kwn ngan orang yg hati busuk ni
3) we have to be cruel to be kind
4) no. 3 tu bleh bagi hati tercalar….huhuhu
5) aku ke yg kena tegur dulu?
6) nasib baik kes dah setel…so we’re back to normal…
7) you’re still in my number 1 list…heee….

p/s: cerita ni telah diubah mengikut selera si penulis…alasannya utk menulis adalah utk meng’highlight’ benda2 penting sahaja….
(suka hati aku laa nak tulis pasal apa dan pasal saper pun…)

DAY 1 - 4.00pm

haaaa….

syok giler weekend ni…lepas je program KKB tu,aku terus berambus ngan kak su pi umah nenek dia…kali ni mcm best sebab kitorang pi naik bas…ala,sampai ke melaka sentral je pun…tapi tak kisah aaa….janji rock !!

before gi umah nenek, kitorang pi tesco dulu…beli ape2 yang patut..kitorang belasah beli ikan pari laaa…sotong laa…sayur2an laa….aaaa…dlm fikiran ni dah ade dah idea nak masak ape…huhuhuhu…perut pun dah berkeroncong sakan so kami pun segera menuju ke umah nenek yang letaknya di cheng itu….

huhuhu…ada tetamu kat umah nenek…Busu dan keluarganya (kan, kak su kan?) kitorang beborak jap…pastu aku ngan kak su mule aa masak…kak su masak asam pedas ikan pari..aku goreng sotong tepung…pastu kami wat sup sayur petola…yumm…perut aku mmg aa dah berkeroncong sebab dari siang aku tak makan…lapar nya mmg jgn cakap aa..uhuhuhu…siap je masak, kitorang pun mandi dan terus makan…isk,kalau kat umah aku, jgn harap aku nak wat mende2 mcm ni…maklumla…makcik ngan kakak aku kan ade…malas aa sket…huahahaha….

dah makan tu, kitorang terus kemas meja…kak su pi lepak depan tv…aku masuk bilik terus…ngantuk giler sebab malam before event KKB tu aku tak tido langsung…sambil layan ngantuk, aku baca majalah CLEO yg aku beli tadi dan….

ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZ………

DAY 2 -11.00 am

ni kalau nenek tak ketuk tingkap sampai nak pecah ni, sure aku tak jaga…hahaha…aku ngan kak su terus bangun dan kak su terus bukak pintu sambil aku lepak dlm bilik, baca magazine lagi…huhuhu….around kui 11.45 aku pi mandi dan tolong diorang masak..pastu tgk tv sampai kui 3, baru aaa nak makan sebab lapar sangat…aku belasah tetel daging ngan rebung…huhu, feveret aku…walaupun pedas namun tetap aku belasah sampai lebam…hahaha….

pastu aku rebus telur n jerang air…nak wat sandwich ngan teh panas…heee, rajinnyer anak dara ni…kalau balik kedah, jgn harap nak wat keje…hihihi…tak pe, ingat kata makcik.."pi umah orang tu, tolong2 aa depa wat keja…jgn jadi pemalas"…ye makcik,anak makcik ni buat semua keje…dah buat mcm umah sendiri dah pun…hihihihi…

aku pulun wat sandwich..kak su lak goreng sayur…sakit hidung aku dek bau belacan yang kuat giler…huhuhuhu…takpe aa,janji masak eh kak su? pas packing2 sumer, aku ngan kak su pun bersiap utk berangkat..huhuhu..sedih tinggal nenek ngan atok…walaupun bukan nenek ngan atok betoi aku tapi aku sayang ooo…nenek pun sayang aku (sebab aku rajin benor…hahahaha)..takpe,nanti serang lagi umah nenek…yeeehaaaaaa!!!

korang macam mana weekend? hope sumer had fun aaa

p/s: next time nak konvoi ramai2….