Archive for March, 2006

astrology profile….about me…

Saturday, March 18th, 2006

Forward-looking and progressive, you are a person who supports change, innovation, and human advancement, and you are often strongly committed to a humanitarian cause or social improvement. You are extremely aware of the interconnection and interdependence of all people, and are always relating personal issues to some larger framework. You see the political or social ramifications of personal actions, and you wish to contribute something of value to the world, or at least to your community or group.

Proud and intensely individual, you really want to stand out, to be the very best you can be, and to be recognized and appreciated for your unique contributions. Doing something well and being respected for it is extremely important to you, and you cannot tolerate being in the background, taking orders from others, or being "just one of the team". You must put your personal stamp on whatever you do, and direct your own course in life. You need to have a place where you can shine, express yourself creatively, and be the one in charge.

conclusion aku sendiri…..
"
kalau dah leo tu leo gak…tak nak langsung dok "belakang tabir"…mesti nak expose,biar orang kenai muka sikit….hahaha..tapi hati tetap baik…tetap ingat orang yang dlm kesusahan….still nak wat kebajikan pada semua…
aku rasa ni mmg reflect aku kot….i need to have a place where i can shine and express myself creatively and be the one in charge…but i still need guidance….
aku rasa aku nak cari haluan aku sendiri…and direct my own course in life…."

crazy…

Friday, March 17th, 2006

current mood : selamber
current song : crazy - aerosmith

hahaha…bila aku dengar lagu ni,teringat aku kat jihah (che ah) sebab dia pernah citer kat aku yang dia sedang melalak lagu ni dengan kuatnya satu hari itu dan tetiba ada orang menyambut nyanyiannya…dan orang yang menyambut nyanyiannya tu tak lain tak bukan adalah housemate faiz, kawan baik aku tu…first dia ingat faiz yang sambung dia nyanyi…punya la marah pompuan ni…siap maki2 aku kat YM lagi pasal kawan aku ni….huhuuhhu…dan siap buat rancangan utk melancarkan serangan jarak jauh ke atas kawan baik aku ni….

ape lagi…aku pun cepat2 aa report kat faiz (sori aa che ah…)…huhuhu…faiz siap gelak2 lagi…dia cakap kawan dia yang nyanyi lagu crazy tu,bukan dia (dan aku dengar yang housemate dia tu hensem…)..aku cakap yg jihah nak buat serangan jarak jauh…cuak mamat tuh…hahahaha…sabar je laaa….

boleh tak macam tu????

p/s: jgn serang menyerang oiii…tak baik!!

saya nak jadi bestfriend awak…je!!

Friday, March 17th, 2006

korang pernah tak ada dalam situasi ni?

"saya suka kat awak" atau "awak ni takkan tak faham perasaan saya?"
"ye..saya tau tapi….(bla..bla..bla merapu benda lain)..apa pun,awak tetap kawan baik saya"

aku pernah….

dan bagi aku orang macam ni mmg taknak kat kita..dia just nak kawan je ngan kita dan taknak lebih dari tu…dan perkataan kawan baik atau bestfriend tu adalah untuk menyedapkan hati kita jer,nak bagi kita tau yang dia tu akan jadi kawan kita dimana dan bila2 masa saja

tapi bila dah deal ngan semua tu…tetiba orang yang nak jadi bestfriend kita ni buat bodo dan tak layan kita…macam mana tuh?macam kita ni tak wujud…macam kita ni nobody pada dia…

aku pernah rasa semua tu..dan lebih membuatkan hati aku broken ialah dia tu cari aku waktu dia sangap/bosan/tensen sebab takde sapa nak layan dia..dia ingat aku ni tunggul kot? i’m not a doormat,okay…

kepada sesapa yang pernah ada ataupun rasa seperti dalam situasi yang aku cakap tadi, ingat la pesan aku…kalau orang yg kita suka tu just nak jadi bestfriend kita lepas kita confess kat dia,maksudnya dia mmg taknak kat kita…dia nak kawan biasa ja dan kemudian menggunakan kita waktu dia bosan ja…huhuhu…

p/s: tapi aku dah dapat balas dendam balik,kan?

my brain usage

Thursday, March 16th, 2006

Your Brain Usage Profile:

Auditory : 53%
Visual : 46%
Left : 58%
Right : 41%

azimah, you are mildly left-hemisphere dominant while showing a slight preference for auditory processing. This overall combination seems to indicate a well-working blend of logic and judgment and organization, with sufficient intuition, perception and creativity to balance that dominance.

You will at times experience conflict between how you feel and what you think which will generally be resolved in favor of what you think. You will find yourself interested in the practical applications of whatever material you have learned or whatever situation you face and will retain the ability to refine whatever knowledge you possess or aspects of whatever position you are in.

By and large, you will orient yourself toward intellectual activities and structure. Though not rigid, you will schedule yourself, plan, and focus on routine and continuity of operations, rather than on changes and disruptions

When changes or disruptions occur, you are likely to consider first how to ensure that such disruptions do The same balance is reflected in your sensory preference. You will tend to be reflective and measured in your interaction style. For the most part, you will be considered objective without being cold and goal-oriented while retaining the capacity to listen to others.

Preferentially you learn by listening and maintaining significant internal dialogues with yourself. Nevertheless, you have sufficient visualization capabilities to benefit from using graphs, charts, doodles, or even body movement to enhance your comprehension and memory.

To the extent that you are even implicitly aware of your hemispheric dominance and sensory style, you will feel most comfortable in those arenas which emphasize verbal skills and logic. Teaching, law, and science are those that stand out among the professions, along with technical sales and management.

today is Mac 16 2006….

Wednesday, March 15th, 2006

current mood: malas nak layan orang
currently listening to: McFly - I’ll be OK and My Chemical Romance - I’m Not Okay (I Promise)….cemana tu?

huhuhuhu…hari bermula dengan discussion utk critic grup presentation strategic marketing esok…though we’re not really get what the case is all about but still we’re trying hard to find the suitable issues and recommendation to critic the presentation…but still i’m not sure coz Wen Yi is presenting tomorrow’s case…like what Wei Woon said, "never underestimate her group,people…" well, thanks for that Woon…hohohoho…and  Wei Woon dan Victoria sangat harapkan aku utk back up ricky ngan zuraina…aku??diorang harapkan aku?baguskah aku sampai menjadi harapan diorang??well,i’ll try my best…

after discussion, i lepak2 at lab and sembang2 ngan rawan…wahh…giler aa kami buat kejahatan…dekat budak yang tak log out frenster account dia kat pc yang rawan tgh guna…apa lagi…sesi menukar profile dia dijalankan dengan jayanya…serta merta dia bertukar menjadi GAY dan peminat cacing yang berjaya…habis semua aku letak cacing…hahahaha…nasib aa..sape suruh tak log out masa pakai pc lab…nasib aa aku baik sket…kalau tak, lagi teruk kena…

hari tak berakhir mcm tu saja…aku masih lagi risau nak jumpa madam zaharah pasal aku tak leh nak pi camping tu…tapi aku pi jugak aa…aku kasik dia surat and cakap akak aku nak bertunang…dia macam marah..ye aa…nak wat macam ner…dah ayah aku nak bagi akak aku bertunang…dah la aku the only adik dan dia the only kakak..mesti aa nak balik…lagipun,kalau lepas ni aku sambung blajar kat oversea,sure aku takleh pi kenduri kakak aku kan?????????

takpe laa…semua dah lepas dan aku dah dpt exemption dari pi camping…sekarang ni aku perlu tumpu study jer….adoi…pening aku ngan exam nanti…dah la ada presentation gak nanti…macam minggu lepas…nampak gayanya aku tak cakap ngan orang lagi aa next week….huhuhuhu

oh ye…kepada encik tajul fakhar…selamat menyambut hari lahir yang ke-21..semoga adik diberkati oleh Allah dan dipanjangkan umur…dan jgn ngada2 nak panggil akak ni jimah sebab kita dah sebaya….hahahahhaa….sayang adik akak!!

the ‘Che Che’ gang….

Wednesday, March 15th, 2006

…che ha.che ah.che jimah…

tiga orang student yang suka membuat kejahatan dalam kelas 5 sains 2 di Sekolah Menengah Jitra.
tiga orang student yang duduk sama-sama dekat belakang kelas 5 sains 2.
tiga orang sahabat yang perangainya sama dari sekolah sampai la sekarang.

kejahatan yang selalu dibuat ialah:
-kacau hidup orang
-cari pasal ngan orang (especially student laki)
-menyembang dalam kelas (walaupun bilik guru seberang je ngan kelas)
-mengusha bontot orang (ni che ha punya expertise…che ah ngan che jimah baru nak belajar je)
-mengorat budak kelas 5 sains 1 (ni che jimah nyer expertise…sebab dia minat budak kelas tu)
-mengutuk orang…(budak pompuan yang control ayu jadi mangsa selalu…)
-membuatkan cikgu2 yang mengajar merana sebab kami kat belakang dah la suka sembang…pastu suka tido…(ni che ah nyer expertise…hobi dia sokmo)
-dan beribu-ribu kejahatan kecik lain yang dibuat sepanjang tahun 2001…hihihihi

tapi kami best…sebab meja kami tu adalah:
-meja kaunselor
-meja budak anti laki
-meja lesbian & pengkid (aku lesbian dan leha pengkid..jihah pengasas dia)
-meja pensyarah bebas
-meja penyanyi popular
-meja mesyuarat setiap kali cikgu takde dlm kelas
-meja orang yang suka tunjuk perasaan
-dan yang penting…meja pelacur kelas atasan….huahahaha…pelacur kelas atasan?ni kes si mamat salim ngutuk kami..dan ayat insulting dia ialah "apsal tu?dah tak laku ker?"..ohohoho…salim yang jahat….

kalau nak diikutkan, kami adalah antara orang yang agak dikecam masa form 5 dulu sebab kami ni expose, berani dan slamber jika dibandingkan dengan student lain yang suka control ayu especially kalau ada budak laki kat sekeliling….

tapi aku suka ngan kawan2 aku ni sebab diorang ni sekepala ngan aku dalam apa jua benda yang kami buat pun..malah lagu kami minat pun sama dan kami selalu menyanyi2 dlm kelas…tapi yang bestnya, walaupun kami dok main dlm kelas tapi blajar tetap pulun  dan kami adalah pelajar favourite yang cikgu pilih utk jawab soalan….leha akan jawab bahagian english,aku selalu jawab bahagian BM dan sejarah,che ah pulak selalu jawab math…huhuhuu….

the "che che" gang ni mmg suka mengusha orang especially kalau nak dijadikan bahan kutukan…mangsa utama ialah mamat yang leha suka (Op) sebab dia selalu bajet bontot dia seksi dan bajet kami akan usha bontot dia…padahal kami haram tak heran pun….leha juga suka usha faris utk dijadikan bahan utk mengacau…leha suka ngorat faris….aku suka ngorat apan dalam kelas…salim pun kena ngorat ngan aku gak…jihah…dia tak suke ngorat sape2…dia just suka kutuk jer…everyday tu dengar aa dia mengutuk….

hobi kami yang lain ialah lari keluar rehat awal…especially kalau hari tu ada PJK…sebab lepas PJK terus rehat dan kami dah la tak kuar pi kelas PJK so ape lagi? lari pi kantin aa…leh mkn2 besar dan biasanya aku hanya menemani leha melantak nasik lauk ayam dan aku hanya mkn nugget jer…ye laa..nak balik kelas awal sebab nak usha mamat sains 1 yang tak kuar rehat tu…huahahaha….

selain tu,kami suka compete ngan orang lain dlm study…aku dan leha akan compete ngan apan dalam subjek english dan kami adalah top 3 best english student dlm kelas tu…tapi aku tak compete subjek lain especially math sebab aku mmg lemah giler aa math…huhu…biasenya leha ngan jihah yg back up aku utk math..tak pun izzaidah ngan jamiatul..thanks!!! tapi sekarang aku sedar aa yang selama ni aku mmg suke compete ngan apan sebab everytime dapat results,kitorang akan compare markah kitorang….huhuhuu…surreal but nice,eh?

kalau ikutkan hati aku,byk lagi benda yang aku nak tulis dlm blog ni pasal kitorang tapi aku rasa dah sampai masanya aku berhenti…kalau sempat nanti aku sambung lagi pasal kitorang….walaupun kitorang dah lama terpisah lepas skolah, tapi aku tetap sayang diorang dan bila aku contact balik ngan diorang, rasa macam dah bond balik kami nyer relationship dan yang penting,perangai kami tetap sama…hihiihhi

to che ah ngan che ha….i love you girls and hope that our friendship will last forever….and lastly,korang tolong aa jgn benci BIE aku dah….aku tersepit nih….huhuhuu

p/s: ape pun,aku sayang korang lagi

Week of Lost….

Sunday, March 12th, 2006

current mood : not so okay..kot
current song : somebody to love - anne hathaway

this week ramai yang lost something or somebody…

wei woon lost her handphone…
makcik lost her slippers…
leha lost her friend…
and me…i lost my cat..my most precious Bobo for a few hours before they realised that he’s hiding in the bushes behind my late grandma’s house….thank god he’s not gone forever…if not, i don’t want to have cats anymore….

and most of us is losing focus because of something….i do feel the same…and i have no idea why…probably too busy with studies,i guess….

p/s: i don’t understand why certain people suka sangat nak bentuk orang lain utk jadi seseorang yang dia nak…tak pernah nak respect dengan orang lain yang ingin menjadi diri sendiri….aku taknak kehilangan identiti disebabkan sikap sesetengah orang yang nak orang lain jadi macam mana yang dia nak….understood??!! "I AM ME…"

a walk to remember….

Friday, March 10th, 2006

Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful…

"Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself.
Like this journey never ends.
Like you were sent to me because I’m sick.
To help me through all this.

You’re my angel."

~my favourite lines from "A Walk To Remember"

when a bad guy falls for a good girl, there will always be a good ending…trust me as i have faith in this kind of situation..just like Jamie Sullivan…

p/s: masuk ni dah beberapa belas kali aku tengok movie ni but still i love it and tak rasa boring langsung…maybe because i like the pelakon but maybe also i like the story…it gives me lotsa things to learn about….

there and back again…

Wednesday, March 8th, 2006

current mood : little bit relax
currently listening to : jason lo - operator,the line is dead (sweet but sad)

one down…two more to go…

i still need to finish up my assignment and prepare for the presentation as well as the midterm test (which are all due on FRIDAY!!!)…tiring but thank God my brain has recovered (but not fully) from the damage…

now i’m still thinking of Iz…haven’t give him a call yet lepas dia mesej aku masa dia accident malam tu…sian jugak dengar pasal tu…yang,macam mana bleh accident?

la ni aku dah tak marah macam semalam…aku rasa aku dah okay sikit…semalam marah sebab keja banyak sangat pastu orang dok kacau2..tambah pulak ngan perasaan marah yang sekian lama dipendam so macam2 aa aku maki orang…sian nyamuk ngan semut yg tak bersalah pun jadi mangsa aku…SORIIIII….

huhu…lately rasa malas nak makan benda2 berkhasiat…sekarang ni addicted ngan maggi mee dan waffle…everytime balik kelas je aku belasah waffle…ye laa,tengah hari tak sempat makan sebab asyik discussion laa ape la…bangun tido pun dah tengah hari,mana nak sempat makan ye tak?huhuhuhu….

anyway, i hope things will be better after this week…need to find somewhere new to relax and let things out of my mind..kindly help me to find my locus back…

and bie, i need to meet u somewhere somehow…nak tgk final destination!!!!

p/s: ignorant is bliss but kalau terlampau ignore nanti orang nyampah lak kan??

brain damage…

Wednesday, March 8th, 2006

current mood: terrible sial…wish not to be disturbed
currently listening to : PopoZao - Kevin Federline… (i dunno what the hell this song is all about…total crap i might say)

damn it….insufficient level of oxygen makes me half human and half beast…i didn’t get enuff sleep and that makes me mad…and i’m currently not in the mood to talk to anyone or to do anything…it seems like everything went wrong and i’m still wondering whether i should or should not attend the Global class..but i guess i’ll just go…just in case she want to give some extra marks for tutorial…yeah, right….

i probably need to sacrifice some mosquitoes or ants before i make some stupid decision to kill myself or people around me…oh,my…i can’t figure out what’s the best way to tackle my problem and how to handle it…too much to do at the same time and that makes me went bananas…huhuhu…

and best advice to all my friends out there, please leave my bf ALONE!!! he’s none of your business and please don’t disturb him as it will affect me as well…to be honest,if people kept asking me about him then i will get depressed and bored and probably will dump him and everything in my life…hohoho…sounds harsh but that’s the fact…so if you don’t want to be sorry then you guys better stop asking me about him and let me handle my life in my own way

i need to recover my brain back now…sorry for those nasty words..i really cannot take it anymore…i really need to live in reality…

p/s: i wonder how my dad’s doing…