Jamie Ichigo’s Blog

Recently lots of my friends have broken up with
their love and me do so, i found there are some
solutions when you have broken up with someone:

1) Try to hold the relationship, if you still deeply in
love with the person,let him know how much you
love him/her…

3) Keep yourself struggling with the past or even
lost of target in your life, don’t even care about what
happens to the world…

For me, i have been through all the steps above,
but in the end i choose to go for the second one, i
make a ppt for my past story and keep it as one of
my sweet memories, its sounds silly i know but
after i finished make the ppt, i know its time up to
wake up and cheer up for life…

Pain do need sometime to recover, but at least i
will choose to treat myself better start from now, i
stop email or even reply to his email for nearly a
month and finally i did it,its really hard to do this
but i will totally kick him out of my mind in one
day, perhaps he is definately not worth my tears
anymore…If he don’t even appreciate the
relationship, what i can ever do is kick him out of
my life…

Dare to say when he loves you, he really loves you
or even do pick the moon for you, BUT when he
lost touch of you he won’t even care about you, no
matter how sad you are or how suffer you are,
simply because you means less to him…If this is
the fact, what we can ever do is treat ourself better
and no need to be cry days and nights for no
reasons, if he can simply forget about you and
hold another girl hands happy together, he really
not worth my tears…

Especially for girls, we should try to be smart in
love, i am still learning the lesson so far…Love is
always a tough part of life esp for girls…

FOR those who never been in love, good luck to
you and give yourself a chance when there is
someone ready to take care of you…

FOR those who have failed in love, what you can
ever do is cheer up for life and always
remember, "You might lost a good man, BUt not
the best one in your life!!!"

FOR those who met with the right person and
enjoying the fun of love currently, cherish what you
have, and love the real him/her, loves how he looks
like BUT not with the hope that he will become the
one you wish how he/she looks like…Love his/her
strength and weakness, nothing is perfect in the
world…

So Good Luck in your love, my dear friends!

p/s:and good luck to me too….

current mood : takde mood
current song : keep on moving - 5ive

silly jimah…jangan buat macam tu lagi okay!!!

oh ye..hari ni kelas tak best sebab sorang buat perangai, habis satu kelas kena marah ngan lecturer..or should i say lecturer tu merajuk ngan semua student…ada laa mamat ni buat kuiz utk kawan dia,sekali kena tangkap ngan lecturer…lecturer tanya,dia tak jawab betul2..ape lagi…cikgu ngamuk laaa…abih attendence ZERO!!!!…kurang ajar betui…huhuhuhu…

discussion lak…hmmm….ok kot tapi ade aa sorang ni…mcm nak lempang jer…sikit2 "c’mon guys….me and him had been doing this for 2 weeks already..editing and everything…think guys..think!!" ..oiii…orang tgh fikir laa bangang!! kalau ko tak ckp byk bleh tak? org lain pun ade byk keje gak…sape suruh nak pulun buat keje sorang2…kalau selalu ajak grupmate discuss tak salah kot….dah tu bile orang bagi suggestion, buat tatau….tapi asyik dok kata

"should acknowledge team member’s ideas"

and what the heck were u thinking, idiot?? i mean, WHATEVERR!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: whatever….

(oh ye…dah tak letak kaler2 sebab menatang IE ni dah giler)

i wasn’t mad but i was more to disappointed but i’m over it now

that’s all i can say to you
but still i know how you feel
and i know that you’re concerned
i am so sorry to hurt you…

p/s: sampai bila nak heartbroken?

current mood: macam biasa…
current song : pump it - BEP (from yan’s winamp)

hahahaha…..

ada orang nak main reverse psychology ngan aku rupanya…dah tau aku marah, bleh dok mesej2 aku lagi…bile aku kata aku tgh marah dan taknak layan orang, dia boleh lagi kata "la…jimah marah ke? sumpah tatau jimah tengah marah"…

huh,kalau nak main psychology bukan ngan aku la…silap orang la wei…sekali aku malas nak layan, mmg aku tak layan…aku lagi aman kalau orang tak kacau hidup aku..so, leave me alone!!

oh,ye…speaking of psychology…aku dah ade dah university yang sesuai utk aku…duration dia setahun setengah dan cost dia tak la semahal university lain…aku rasa maybe aku nak pi university tu kot…february ni….insya allah..tolong doakan eh?
and to whom it may concerned, kali ni sesapa yang berani halang dan cari pasal ngan aku lagi…mmg kim salam aaa nak kena….

ok la..aku nak menghabiskan sisa2 roti yang menjadi makanan rutin harian aku ni..till then, ta-ra!!

p/s: terima kasih to miss nik kerana memahami setiap perangai saya ni…nanti berdiri depan pintu library lagi okay??

current mood : studious mood…hahahaa…ye la sangat
current song : under pressure - my chemical romance (live)

hi y’all….

aku tgh sibuk study utk midterm jumaat ni…tadi baru je habis buat esaimen n power point utk presentation jumaat ni…hahahaa….presentation ngan exam pada hari yang sama? this is the second time ada presentation ngan exam pada hari yang sama…saba je la…mula2 dulu aku cracked jugak tapi ni dah 2nd time so aku rasa ok sket..still, aku tatau whether aku bleh buat tak exam esok…presentation tu aku blasah je cakap nanti…kepada lecturer syed shah alam, i’m soo sorry kalau results midterm kali ni teruk…i’ll do better in final..hahaha….ni,dlm kesibukan tgh study sempat lagi aku menulis blog…saja la tu…nak carik pasal…hihihihi

oh,ya…kepada rakan2 yang mengambil exam b2b esok mlm, good luck okay…kalau rajin tu bagi aa aku tiru sama…huahahahaha….

ok lah…nak sambung study balik…take care ya!!

p/s: kali ni aku masih rasa terumbang-ambing macam dulu….takde semangat lepas beberapa incidents berlaku…

current mood: ngeri siot lepas tgk citer final destination 3
current song : it’s all coming back to me - celine dion

today i’ve learned a lesson…

"never get yourself a boyfriend if you’re still in love with someone else…"

biar sakit hati macam mana pun kita dekat orang tu dan tujuan kita untuk ada bf sebab ingin melupakan dia atau menyedarkan dia yang kita ni dah malas utk tunggu dia lagi adalah kesalahan yang paling besar yang akan kita buat…

sebabnya kita akan melukakan hati kita sendiri…kita akan selalu teringatkan dia walaupun kita dah ada bf…bak kata kawan saya sorang ni…"di hati kita ada bf tapi di kepala kita ada ex..betul tak jimah?"…yes,awak betul dan saya tak nafikan benda tu…dan topik yang kita bincang malam tu memang aa ada kena mengena dengan diri saya….sangat2!!!!!walaupun dia bukan ex saya tapi saya rasa dia adalah orang pertama yang saya betul2 suka sepanjang hidup saya….

saya masih sayang orang itu dan saya telah membuat kesilapan besar dengan ada bf…walaupun budak ni saya minat dari sekolah menengah tetapi perasaan saya terhadap orang yang saya sayang sekarang masih menebal….dan saban hari saya akan teringatkan dia…dan saya tidak sedih kalau bf saya tak cakap ngan saya tapi saya sedih kalau dia tak cakap ngan saya…

saya sedar yang saya telah buat kesilapan besar tapi saya taktau sama ada saya perlu betulkan semula atau move on saja ngan hidup saya sekarang…saya dan dia masih ok…saya ingat saya dan dia dah takkan cakap lagi tapi malam ni membuktikan saya silap…saya dan dia masih macam dulu…tapi saya takkan anggap dia kawan baik saya macam dia selalu cakap…dah cukup tekanan saya rasa akibat perkataan itu…

kepada awak, awak tau sape awak…dan awak telah buat saya keliru dalam hidup saya…dan kepada semua pembaca,jgn anggap saya ni teruk sebab saya tidak perfect dan manusia selalu membuat kesilapan dan tak akan berpuas hati ngan apa yang telah dia dapat..saya percaya ada antara korang yang mengalami situasi yang sama dengan saya….help me to help ourself…

apa pun, saya tetap sayang keadaan sekarang ni….

p/s: i’m okay so far…kot!!

————AUGUST—————

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing’s peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.

comment: true, true and true….damn it!!kire semua yang di highlight tu betul lah ngan diri aku ni…90% correct..no more comment!!!!!

current mood : emotionally hurt

current song : teman tapi mesra - ratu

actually entry aku ni takde kena mengena ngan lagu yg aku tgh dgr ni pun….tapi aku suke gak aa lagu ni…mula2 aku tak suke tp bila lama2 dengar, best la pulak….

kali ni aku nak citer pasal personality…bagi aku, manusia ni ada 2 personality berbeza…luaran dan dalaman….biasanya kalau kita nak tau perangai dia yang sebenar, kita tengok macam mana dia behave ngan orang di sekeliling…pastu kita terbalikkan perangai dia…maksud aku,ape yang dia tunjuk kat orang tu bukanlah reflection diri dia yang sebenar…kita kena tgk arah yang berlawanan dari perangai dia…

aku dah observe ramai orang dan aku rasa aku nyer teori ni byk yang betul…tak tau la korang

kan

…sebab aku sembang ngan ramai orang melalui YM (dan melalui YM kita akan sembang dengan orang yg selalu jadi diri dia sendiri) dan kalau korang nak tau perangai aku yang sebenarnya,silalah chat ngan aku…anytime!!

ade certain people yang luaran je nampak confident tapi deep down, dia mmg cepat lemah semangat, cepat down dan tak confident langsung…ada pulak yang kita nampak macam rajin tapi sebenarnya dia malas…ade kawan aku ni,aku ingat dia ni mmg seorang yang rajin dan suka study sebab dia best student tapi bila aku chat ngan dia, dia kata dia wish dia habis blajar cepat sebab malas nak study dah…dan sedikit komplen bila aku cakap aku nak amik psikologi as my 2nd degree coz dia kata tu heavy material utk di study…dulu dia ingat nak amik medic tapi since kena byk membaca jadi dia malas….ada pulak yang nampak je baik luaran (jaga peribadi la kononnya) tapi sebenarnya hati busuk, perangai serupa ntah ape2 ntah..dan pelbagai lagi reflection peribadi yang ada dalam diri kita…

dan aku juga berbeza dari apa yang korang lihat…korang maybe perceive aku as happy go lucky dan peramah tapi sebenarnya aku seorang yang pemarah dan panas baran dan tak le se happy go lucky yang korang tau…korang maybe tgk aku as a strong person tapi aku tak lah sekuat mana…korang maybe nampak aku cool tapi aku sebenarnya sensitive giler tapi aku pendam je ape orang kata kat aku….dan korang maybe ingat aku ni tak seserius orang lain sebab aku playful…tapi percayalah,aku mmg serius…setiap perkataan aku adalah serius dan aku tak main2…oleh sebab itu,kepada sesapa yang rajin chat ngan aku…sedarlah bahawa setiap perkataan aku adalah benar belaka….aku tak main2 ok…maybe masa aku sembang ngan korang kat luar dari YM aku nampak mcm bengong2 tapi time aku serius,mmg aku serius….tak caya?hmmm….

kepada awak yang saya ingat terlalu bagus, kini sudah tiba masanya saya rasa saya tidak patut highly estimate diri awak sebab kat luar awak nampak seperti orang yang saya idam2kan selama ni tetapi dalaman awak takde langsung ciri2 tu…tapi mcm mana pun, saya tetap tunggu awak…dan saya tak salahkan hukum alam yang menyatakan tak semua orang itu perfect…tak perfect mana awak pun, di mata saya awak tetap perfect….

p/s: listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye….

current mood: mmg tgh marah giler
currently listening to : my chemical romance - i’m not okay (i promise)

DAMN ITTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mmg ni dah kire cari pasal ngan aku ni….sesuka hati je buat harta sendiri…tak sedar diri…perangai macam sial…mencuri hak aku….dah la rampas hidup aku…hak aku pun nak ambik ker?!!!!!

bangang!!!!!! and he didn’t even do anything about this!! at least he should stand up for me and yet he pretended like nothing happened…..how could he? how could everybody??

i am totally mad and i think the war has already begun…don’t mess up with me, a*****e coz you’ll pay for everything you’ve done to me…and I MEAN IT!!!!

to whom it may concerned, please take note that the war begins TODAY and there will be no mercy for you guys…the hell with you…i swear you’re gonna pay for this, you s**t…..

aku akan buat kurang ajar ngan sape2 je yang buat kurang ajar ngan aku…seriously sebab aku dah tak tahan…jgn harap aku nak jaga hati korang sebab korang pun tak jaga hati aku….jangan harap aku nak respect keputusan  korang sebab korang sikit pun tak respect keputusan aku…dan jangan harap aku nak bagi muka kat korang this time….aku memang dah pangkah cukup2 dari hidup aku….boleh pi mampus la C***I….kepala hotak korang aaa…..

p/s: aku mmg cukup suka perang2 saraf ni….slowly but painful…

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well.

where should u go for honeymoon?

You Should Honeymoon in Mexico!

After planning your wedding, all you want to do is relax No busy honeymooon for you. You’ll take a warm beach and a cool cocktail. Plus, you can stay in a super swank hotel for cheap And discover that there’s little better than a pool with a built in bar! Suggested destinations: Cancun, Acapulco, Cabo San Lucas, Cozumel

how the guy likes you?

Guys Like That You’re Fun

You’re the type of girl guys brag about knowing That’s because you’re cool, funny, and laid back You’re smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

who’s ur celebrity sister?

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley

Funky, eccentric, and offbeat You’re not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl

whos’ ur inner pop princess?

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Hilary Duff

"I’m shedding Shedding every color Trying to find a pigment of truth Beneath my skin" You’re sweet and cute, but a little more complex than that.

what’s ur true sign?

Your True Sign Is Scorpio

Fiery Powerful Ambitious Mysterious Easily Obsessed Full of Charisma Universally Attractive Possesive and Passionate

what’s ur element?

Your Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow Your energy: balancing Your season: changing of seasons Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends. You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems. Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones. Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

what’s ur love song?

Your Love Song Is

Wonderwall by Oasis "I’m sure you’ve heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don’t believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now" You know what you want - but does that person want you?

what kind of goddess are u?

You Are Psyche!

Eternally in search of purpose and insight. You’re curious and creative with a total sense of wonder. Totally empathetic, you pick up on other’s moods easily. Just be sure to pamper yourself as well!

how well do u understand man?

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

what’s ur fashion style?

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what’s stood the test of time… Simple, well styled clothes that don’t scream trendy You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while You wouldn’t be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

are u a drama queen?

You are a Blanced Babe!

You’re direct and to the point, but never dramatic You’ve got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

what kind of perfume are you?

Your Perfume is Glow

Fresh, sexy, and clean. You’re real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men… And you’re as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus.

what kind of girl are you?

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you’ve got the heart of a city girl. You’re up on the latest trends - what’s hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

p/s: basically semua ni mmg reflect aku kot…sama ada aku perasan atau tidak…ape pun, i am still me….and this is me!!