Archive for June, 2005

Heartbroken…

Tuesday, June 28th, 2005

uiks…lamanya tak update blog nih…ye la..umah takde internet…dah tu,kampus jauh lak tu..tambahan pulak aku tgh demam nih..tak le truk sangat…tapi sakit tekak tu pedih jugak aaa…nak tau sebab ape aku sakit tekak?haa…3 malam berturut2 aku menjerit macam orang giler…sebab nyer,aku tak puas hati..sumer candidate dlm reality show yg aku tgk kena buang…first,malaysian idol nyer candidate..eddie a.k.a abg "funny familiar forgotten feeling"..tak puas hati dowh dia kluar…salah ke dia duduk dlm kumpulan yg mesti masuk?kenapa kasi dia duduk dlm kumpulan maybe?gile ker?tak puas hati…aku n rakan2 semua menjerit giler…pastu AF lak..idayu keluar!!!sakit hati giler…idayu tu aku budget akan masuk final 5…ape daa…buang aje la marsha tuh…tak berguna langsung pun…gatal je lebih….nyampah aku…pastu,the apprentice pulak…JOHN keluar? adoi…ape ni….memang aa salah dia gak tapi kalau nak fire pun,jgn la minggu tu jugak…sakit hati aku deh….pastu hari ahad aku tgk balik apprentice 2…time tu wes yg kluar…org yg aku suke lagi…kepala hotak betoi…nyampah aaa..weekend hari tu mmg aa aku panggil heartbroken weekend…saiko betoi….tensen aku tau….ape pun,aku harap next week semuanya okay….aku nak invest kat mamamt "ini utk org kampung" kat malaysian idol tu….nampak macam boleh pergi jauh jer..tapi taktau aa kan…org malaysia kita ni kan suke amik yg hensem2 n lawa2 tapi takde bakat je kan….ntah aaa….

ok la..enough bout that…sekarang ni aku tgh busy ngan esaimen..dah masuk week 3 dah pun…next week start presentation…hik hik hik…mlm ni nak kena siapkan semua dah pasal sales mgmt ni…hmm…mintak2 la sukses!!!dan aku kini sedang mengira minggu,tak sabar nak tunggu minggu ke 15 sebab aku nak balik bercuti semester b4 aku pergi training…hik hik hik…..

gotta go..nanti korang bosan lak dgr aku merapu kat blog ni…chow!!!

p/s:haruskah aku menerajang bebudak kat depan aku ni..tak reti dok diam sungguh…dah la tgh menggedik pastu dok tolak tarik meja komputer aku pulak…tak pasal2 ade je kerusi melayang dlm lab nih…c ya!!

ahakz…..kantoii

Tuesday, June 21st, 2005

hari ni MMU bz giler…ye arr…ade club registration…dah la clc tu kecik..padat la pulak ngan orang kat situ…nak jalan pun sempit…terpaksa laa belaga bontot ngan orang ramai…nasib baik cun2 belaka…miah miah miah…gatal le pulak aku ni….

yak..tadi aku cakap n tunjuk kat diq mamat yg aku suke usha muka dia..comei kan diq?wehehehehe…muka bersih,bak kata diq..tapi kan diq..si inspirasi aku ni ada dlm lab aaa…kene usha jugak kan?

keje aku makin hari makin banyak…next 2 weeks dah start presentation n aku pun tatau ape yg aku dh mule utk project nih…mampus la aku….pressure semakin terasa n aku macam nak lari je dari MMU ni…bile la nak berambus…cepat aaa sket…bohohohohoho

sekarang ni aku tatau aa ape masalah aku..dah jadi habit kot…la ni aku suke lepas cakap tanpa sedar yg org yg aku tgh kutuk tu ade disekeliling aku….bukannye kutuk aper…semalam aku pi makan kat cafe tapi makanan dia bapak aa tak sedap…memang betoi pun…oily la ape la…aku pun mula le ngata ngan kawan aku ni…bile aku nak berambus je,aku tgk one of the employees kat situ dok belakang meja aku…siap senyum kat aku tuh…malu siot…miah miah miah….tapi takpe,at least diorang leh improve masakan diorang kan?tapi i’m still feel bad…

dan kini…aku masih lapar…nak nasik ngan lemon chicken satu!!

face analyzer and ur personality…

Tuesday, June 21st, 2005

aku try wat face analyzer tadi…thanks to faiz….best jugak… letak je gambar pastu dia terus describe personality kita…accurate lak tuh…adoi…tapi yg aku tak tahannye,dia kata aku ni southern n eastern european…ahakz…ada muka european ke aku nih? ape pun,jom kita tgk ape yg dia tulis kat aku lagi…

Personality Profile:

You particularly enjoy the traditional way of life. Having drinks with your friends, attending parties and relaxing while watching TV are some of the simple pleasures you indulge in. You may also enjoy physical exercise. Your driving force is to retire as early as possible, so that you can do the things you enjoy more often. Your main source of ambition comes from this desire.

You dont particularly like your job but you do it without complaining. You realize that the income that it provides is essential to your lifestyle. You are friendly yet competitive with your co-workers. This competitiveness may lead you to squander your earnings to match other peoples’ possessions.

You operate most effectively when there is a set power structure, and the lines of authority are clear. You know your place in the ranks, you play by the rules, and will deliver what is expected of you. You do not care for responsibility; you would rather be care free.

Your view of other types
You sometimes disagree with Boss types, but you respect them for the most part. You may even be envious of their lifestyles. You find Academic types boring and uptight. You have very little in common with them. However some White collar types may respect the accomplishments of certain Academic types. You think that Artist types are unrealistic and immature. You like interacting with Charmer types, and sometimes envy their charisma. You perceive Gambler types mostly as loners and untrustworthy. However, since you may have to interact with them on a daily basis you are not hostile to them. You believe Drifters are too lazy to work for a living but you sometimes feel pity for them.

Other types’ view of you
Boss types may have some things in common with Blue collar types, but for the most part they only interact with you during the course of business. Academics see White collar types as unsuccessful versions of themselves, but because of work situations they may have to interact with you often. Artists do not interact with you, for they consider you to be a slave of conformity. Charmer types may associate with you; they find that the collar types are the people that mostly want to hang around them. To the Drifter types your repetitive routines seem boring; they would prefer having more fun and excitement. They may however enjoy the company of some Blue collar types.

White Collar:
-Slightly more intelligent and ambitious than the Blue collar type.
Occupation Examples: Secretary, Police Officer, Telemarketer, Computer Programmer, Office worker

Blue collar:
-Less intelligent and less ambitious than White Collar.
Occupation Examples: Auto/Equipment Mechanic, Factory Worker, Electrician,

tak percaya? try laaa..mesti korang terkejut apa yg dia describekan kat korang…kalau nak cuba,sile la lawat website ni …. http://www.faceanalyzer.com/ selamat mencuba

The Perfect Fan…

Sunday, June 19th, 2005

The Perfect Fan….bile aku dengar je lagu dari kumpulan BSB ni,tetiba aku teringat kat abah aku..ye la,based on the lyric itself pun dah cakap that our parents is our perfect fan..tapi lagu ni dia tuju utk mak…aku pulak tujukan lagu ni kat abah aku sebab dia aje aa yang aku ada kat dlm dunia nih…dan semalam pulak father’s day..awal-awal lagi aku dah mesej dia,wish happy father’s day…aku cakap aku selalu sayang dia..walaupun kami tak tinggal sebumbung tapi aku still sayang dia..he’s still my hero,my inspiration…everything that he did to us dah lebih dari cukup..kadang-kadang aku terfikir sama ada aku mampu balas balik ke tak apa yang dia bagi dekat aku….

aku tau dulu aku kuat memberontak sebab aku ingat abah dah tak sayang kat aku dah..ye la,tinggal aku ngan adik-beradik aku sejak kami kecik lagi dan suruh makcik jaga kami sampai la sekarang tapi bile aku dah besar sikit aku faham yang abah kena duduk kat KL utk cari duit just for kitorang…kalau difikirkan balik,sanggup ke kita buat macam tu balik kat mak bapak kita?

aku pun tau yang abah pernah kecewa ngan aku sebab aku banyak main kat sekolah…ye la..aku kan dikategorikan dlm golongan student perempuan ganazzz kat sekolah dan selalu je cari pasal kat sekolah..tapi tak aa pernah kena tangkap sebab buat jahat…cuma aku banyak main kat sekolah…dulu nya aku ni pelajar yang cemerlang aa kat sekolah…tapi lepas tu aku jadi teruk giler dan exam pun tak dapat straight A…aku tau abah frust…aku pun insaf dah lepas tu dan la ni aku sedang berusaha untuk naik semula…nak bayar balik apa yang abah dah bagi kat aku….

abah tak pernah gave up on me…dia selalu had faith in semua anak-anak dia..dan dia percaya yang anak dia akan berjaya satu hari nanti dan mampu hidup senang macam mana dia sekarang…tetiba je aku rasa terharu…abah,you never gave up…and neither will i…and u know that i will always be your perfect fan,just like you’re my perfect fan….last but not least,aku selalu cakap kat abah ayat ni and i will say it again…that I LOVE U SO MUCH!!!

what?

Thursday, June 16th, 2005

hi y’all…hari ni tak de ape yg best pun…kelas dah la satu je hari ni…kelas 8 pagi di hari jumaat…wargh…bosannyer…tapi tak pe la….sabo je la aku….week 1 dah pun habis..cepat giler…13 weeks to go!!!!

semalam makcik telefon…dia kata bobo rindu kat aku…sian bobo..takde sape nak main ngan dia…aku pun same…takde sape nak temankan aku kat sini…kawan aku sumernyer busy ngan keje masing-masing,ngan boyfren masing-masing…aku je yang lonely…(lonely..i’m still lonely..i have nobody..i’m on my own-lagu mr.lonely,akon)

cakap pasal boyfren ni kan…orang dok sibuk2 tanya aku kenape still single sedangkan sumer kawan2 aku dah ade bf masing-masing…akak aku pun marah aku..dia kata konon aku ni hipokrit la…nak tunjuk tough la..buleh hidup tanpa laki laa…hmm…memang pun sebenarnya…tapi tipu la kan kalau aku kata aku tak nak bf kan?wakakakakaka….tapi, malangnye….budak yang aku minat tu dah ade makwe….sebab tu aku malas…end of story laa….

hari-hari yang membosankan…

Tuesday, June 14th, 2005

bosannyer……takde ape nak buat nih tapi still looking forward nak jumpe makcik aida petang ni…nanti kui 6 aku ngan halley pi amik kat melaka sentral…yay!!at last,ada jugak member setelah sekian lama aku ditinggalkan seorang diri…

hah???

Sunday, June 12th, 2005

adoi….ramainyer orang kat lab…biase la,first day masuk sem baru..mesti le ramai…bebudak baru pun ramai…semua pakai decent lagi…tgk la sikit hari lagi…ade yg mula nak tukar imej nanti…biase la..culture shock..semua orang akan rasa…

aku?macam biase jer..takde ape yg berubah pun…still macam dulu..

aku dan sem baru…..NICE!!

Sunday, June 12th, 2005

hey semua…sekarang dah masuk sem baru and hari ni hari pertama aku kat kolej…kelas pukul 8 pagi!!!can u imagine that??8.00 am class on the first day of college?hmm….dah tu,hujan lebat pulak masa nak pi kampus…nasib baik amal ade..dia hantar aku pi kelas…lega la jugak tak kena hujan…hari ni kelas ok jer…fun macam selalu…mungkin sebab semua rindu kat rakan2 so benda lama pun dilupakan…kan?

tapi,pada aku…this sem is different from the other sem yg aku lalui…ye la..rakan2 dah ade yg pi training…dah takde kat mmu utk satu sem nih…pastu ade lak yg dah kluar mmu…wei,helo..takde keje lain ker?ramai member komplen tau….ade gak yg tak balik lagi…dah sihat ke belum?aku rindu nih…hahahaha

ape pun,aku still rindu kat rumah aku tuh..bukannyer ape…rindu kat kucing aku yang 2 ekor tuh…manja nak mampus…hmm…ape khabar agaknya kucing2 aku tuh..huhuhu…nak balik

semalam pi tgk wayang…2 citer sekaligus..mr.n mrs. smith ngan madagascar….layan seh…best la jugak..kan?kan?

ape pun aku harap sem ni akan jadi sem yg best..nak naikkan pointer lagi nih…doa2kan aku berjaya yer…

oh yer…nanti kalau terbaca blog nih dan ade nampak ade terselit citer2 khayalan tu paham2 je la…aku saja nak isi masa lapang aku dan juga penuhkan blog aku ni ngan citer khayalan aku…hahahhaa…wahtever…jumpe lagi di lain kali… wassalammmm…ciao