the end…for real!!

February 2nd, 2008 by jimah

okay…i’m ending my blog sessions in Friendster…and will open my new chapter at wordpress…

you can find me and read about my oh-so-bloody-boring life at http://leonz3033.wordpress.com

ciao!

xx Jamie Ichigo xx

hurrah!!

January 30th, 2008 by jimah

cuti putus cinta diperkenalkan di Jepun!!!

tadi ade member sorang forwardkan artikel ni…Jepun luluskan cuti utk orang yang putus cinta…the reason? taknak diorang stress waktu bekerja so utk elakkan orang yang baru putus cinta ni stress masa datang kerja so diorang digalakkan mengambil cuti utk tenangkan perasaan diorang agar tak merosakkan suasana tempat bekerja..hahaha…

yang bestnya, tak semua dapat cuti bersalin tapi semua akan dapat cuti putus cinta…how cool is that? considering ramai yang bercinta dari berkahwin so dengan kreatifnya they came out with this idea..kalau orang 20-an akan dapat cuti sehari sebab diorang masih muda dan cepat dapat pengganti manakala orang yang berusia 30-an ke atas akan dapat cuti lebih lama memandangkan diorang susah sikit nak rebound kan relationship ni

so, artikel ni memang khas utk:
a) orang yang ade bf/gf tapi macam nak putus (get ready nak mintak cuti tu)
b) orang yang menaruh perasaan kat orang lain dan kena reject bila dah luahkan perasaan tu
c) orang yang meroyan?hahaha

rasanya malaysia mesti bankrap kalau perkenalkan cuti tu sebab mesti ramai yang saja2 nak amik cuti tu,dengan alasan "BARU PUTUS CINTA,BOSS!!"..so, malaysia..please reconsider!!

p/s: tak heran sebab bukan sedang bercinta…(^_^)

xx Jamie Ichigo xx

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Tattoo…

January 30th, 2008 by jimah

Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I’ll get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing’s broken
No need to worry ’bout everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you, I’ll always have you)

I’m sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing’s broken
No need to worry ’bout everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing’s broken
No need to worry ’bout everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

well, i’ve tried hard to forget my past but hey, honestly it’s not as easy as you think…well, this song reminds me of "him", whom i tried to forget but keep coming back, especially when i don’t need "him" anymore…i swear,girls…no more!! but then…hmmm * deep sigh*

and to my dearest KUSAM, thanks for the fanfic…really loved it!! i fell in love with Squall already…and yeah,somewhat you remind me to find my "missing" Squall back…aiyah…miss him already!!

p/s: Tattoo….once you have it, it’s hard to get rid of it…so is life

xx Jamie Ichigo xx

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the half side of Jamie

January 9th, 2008 by jimah

THE HALF SIDE OF ME…

i kept on repeating that again and again and again…why? well,maybe because i didn’t want to show other who i am exactly or maybe i’m just afraid to open up to others about what i’ve been thinking lately…*sigh*

biasanya kalau orang cakap ape2 kat aku,aku senyap je and jarang sangat laa nak bukak mulut dan bagitau ape yang aku fikir tentang apa yang diorang kata tu…karang diorang cakap aku tak insurance mulut aku ni…hahaha..but what the heck, baik aku diam saja dan dengar ape yang orang nak kata…hey, i’m not being judgemental here, okay but pandai2 la nak jaga hati orang lain…

aku jugak malas nak tunjuk perangai aku sebenarnya walaupun ramai dah tau aku ni macam mana kot…tapi aku just go with the flow je..cuma bila keadaan memaksa baru la aku akan tunjuk taring aku yang sebenar…true,eh?rasanya semua orang pun macam tu kot so aku tak kisah la…

macam mana aku sendiri tak paham apa yang aku tulis atau korang tak paham ape yang korang tgh baca ni, macam tu jugak la aku tak paham dengan perasaan aku sekarang ni…ingatkan dah buang satu perasaan "BESAR" tu, dah ok…tapi datang pulak perasaan lain..hahaha…hidup ni selalu macam tu…confusing as always..but hey, no worries…i’ll always try to find a way to get out from the troubles…

to all my cheekye friends…i really miss you guys..so much!! i think ni one of the reasons the other half side of me tak terserlah kot…kalau korang ade maybe aku jadi diri aku yang sebenarnya…or maybe sebab aku dok pendam perasaan aku utk buat benda yang aku suka…sebab tu aku terpaksa hipokrit sekejap…fweh..aku pun tatau ape nak buat…

rasanya kena start menulis atau main games balik ni…muahaha

p/s: nak main the sims 2 balik…addiction dah datang kembali…huwaaa!!!

xx Jamie Ichigo xx

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my facebook!!

January 4th, 2008 by jimah

I’m addicted to FACEBOOK right now…wahoo!!

reasons:
- not many ppl use this compared to friendster and myspace..well,at least not in malaysia
- i can send animated gifts or just superpoke my dear friends..oh, the good feeling when receiving the gifts…i feel appreciated!
- i have a virtual pet!!
- doodle or send videos to your friends!
- hug them if you miss them!

i miss my dear friends (especially long lost kak jah!!)..the only way to connect to them is through facebook!! by the way kak jah,i like you true-false quizzes!!

i watched my BSB videoclips and i was stuck on their "Just Want You To Know" vclip…it was hilarious and annoyingly cute especially Nick Carter, whom i had a crush on since i was like 10 years old or something..i think their "Never Gone" album is the best..fweh…

p/s:i need a wake-up call…seriously!

xx Jamie Ichigo xx

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miss world 2007

December 3rd, 2007 by jimah

i’ve always been a fan of beauty peagent and i’ve never missed any single peagent contest since i can remember..i’m always the one who appreciate beauty and brains and watching these beauty peagent allows me to learn about women who are very lucky to possess these two important things in their lives…

I’ve watched the Miss World 2007 and what i don’t really agree is the winner of the contest…i don’t think that Miss Republic of China is suited to win due to her lack of self-confidence to talk in front of the public and sometimes bleh bleh bleh in front of the audience makes her look as if she’s not prepared to hold the title..I rooted for Miss Mexico or Angola to win this peagent but since they’re just the 2nd and 1st runner up, i was hoping that Miss Sweden will win this contest but then…hmm,there are no words that i can say more to this…maybe they choose them due to the fact that China(beijing) will be the host for the Olympic Games next year and they feel like Miss China can be the most suitable person to be the ambassador for the event..well,good luck then!!

anyhow, i want to congratulate Miss Malaysia for being chosen as the top 16 and no worries, there will always be next year..perhaps we can send a true Malay representative to the peagent contest? but then, due to the religion restricion, we should go on with the non-muslim representatives…right? and please,Miss Malaysia, wear our traditional costumes even though it’s for the evening gown session..it will show our nationality and culture..ask someone who is expert in designing clothes to make something outstanding yet not revealling…what are the designers for,right?

p/s: i love one of the judges..my beloved Duncan James…haven’t see him for a long time,though…eeeeeeeeee~ kya kya!!

xx Jamie xx

happy moments…

December 3rd, 2007 by jimah

last saturday i went out with my family,after such a long time..it was fun though to spend times with family sometimes..hee…we decided to go to Tanjung Dawai to buy some dried fish,as requested by my daddy dearest,who is very fond of ikan kering and cannot live without it,especially during dinner…

of course,we had lunch there first before shopping for those dried fishes..meals come first,yeah…the food was great and i’d never had those kind of food for quite a long time,though…and it was a blast!! after lunch,we bought a lot of ikan kering and some junk food (my sister is an addict of junk food nowadays..bwoohoo) and of course,taking some pictures for memories…thanks to my brother who is quite an expert in photography (my idol,though…still learning how to take better pictures), we had a lot of beautiful pix and i love ‘em all…

after that we went to Gunung Jerai since my sister insisted to go there..well,i actually never been there before…haha,so much for being a Kedahan!!and thus,we went to the peak by van..i was pretty nervous at first but then i enjoyed the scenery along the way..never came across my mind to do such an adventurous thing (well, since i’m not that adventurous, this little thing is still called an adventure to me…bweh!!) and i came to realized that i’ve missed a lot of things in my life…when i looked back at my past, i think that i should go out more and do a lot of fun things…yeah,should do that!! maybe i should write it down in my to-do list…perhaps..heee

well,i guess that i should plan my life and make it more interesting… maybe i should gather few friends to hang out and spend times together doing fun or adventurous thing…i remember when i went to Sunway Lagoon with my fellow Cheekye girls and had fun there…gawsh, that’s what i call FUN!! and can bond the friendship too!!

p/s: i love watching Nodame Cantabile now…very kawaii!!

xx Jamie xx

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just a lil’ bit of this and that….

November 16th, 2007 by jimah

love playing dress ups and make over? go to www.stardoll.com and you’ll find many kind of celebrity dress ups or you can even make your own doll…bash it or smash it,it’s up to you!!

if you want to fill your time, why not watch Princess Princess D…it’s a japanese drama about 3 students from all boys school who are selected as Princess to cheer for the students…and they have to face enemies at the same time..if you like funny story with twisted ending,this is the right one for you!!

or why not watch Heavenly Forest and Honey and Clover the drama? it’s a bitter sweet drama with somewhat sad ending..it’s great to watch it with friends who are lonely like you…

seriously, i’m bored like hell…all i can think about is those things that i love to do lately…watching japanese drama or cartoons and also play dress up…this is due to my depression from teaching at Kumon…kids, please don’t try this at home…buahaha

p/s: i miss the mango sticky rice from that Thai restaurant at The Garden, Midvalley…haaaaa~ what an aroma!!

xx Jamie Ichigo xx

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GUESS WHO??

hari serabut saya…*sigh*

October 31st, 2007 by jimah

argh..minggu yang memenatkan sebab aku kena jaga kumon tu sorang diri..well,walaupun ada lagi sorang assistant tp dia just mark paper jer..aku kena set kan worksheet utk student,plan study diorang dan memacam lagi laa…kiranya aku ni kena ambik alih tugasan kakak aku..memang pun..sebab dia sakit sekarang ni..kena masuk wad kat hospital sebab kena kidney infection…so,aku busy la amik alih keja dia dan kena dok kat kumon tu utk habiskan keja..

ni cabaran utk aku so that aku leh overcome masalah aku yang aku hadapi selama ni…ye la,jaga kumon ni bagi aku cabaran utk aku sebab aku ni jenis yang A) tak suka jadi cikgu,apatah lagi mengajar orang dan B) aku tak suka kanak2 yang menjengkelkan…tapi dua2 ni aku kena hadapi bila kak aku serahkan tugasan dia kat aku..nak tak nak kenalah aku go on jugak dengan semua ni..ye la,ni je la rezeki aku dan business kitorang sekarang ni so aku kena jaga jugak dengan baik…gambate!!

so kepada semua yang dok mesej/call/sms/friendster/myspace aku tapi aku tak jawab/balas mesej or call korang tu,mintak maaf la sebab la ni byk sangat benda2 yang menyerabutkan otak aku..nak bukak komputer pun tak sempat dah sebab serabut giler..peh..apa pun,aku harap semuanya akan okay balik nanti…bukan sebab boleh online 24 jam tapi nak cleankan otak ni balik…tzuuuu~

p/s: just be careful for what’s coming ahead…

Beautiful?Suicidal?You Decide…

October 26th, 2007 by jimah

"Beautiful Girls"

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That’s when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to spit some game
Asking me girl what’s your name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain’t easy to find
I’m one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

You’ve been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiosity
Got ya knees weak
I’m not looking for a man
So I don’t want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain’t easy to find
I’m one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

Now a couple months have passed
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should’ve known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don’t be surprised
That I’m seeing other guys
I’m too young to settle
And you should’ve known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We’re only gonna do your dirt (cos I’ll have)
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

this is my favourite song at the moment..lirik dia mmg bagus giler aa terutamanya bila ditujukan pada lelaki-lelaki murahan diluar sana..heh,ingat teringin sangat ke ngan korang aa?kami lagi best tau…layan korang and then patahkan hati korang..tak ke best tu?? hahahaha…..

to all girls out there,buat je la ape yg korang suka,janji tak terkantoi diri sendiri…

p/s: why do you stare at the sky with your blurry eyes..???

xx Jamie xx